Before I leave for the eve to seek the city lights some few miles away, I want to share more with you of myself and psychic vampirism.. Many of you know of the scurge of this earth in the virus AIDS.. I remember in the 1960s and 1970s when such was not a concern of mine, and many others whose pranic vampirism was a well met source of such great health and strength.. To have a regular donor was an often occurance and I and many drank often from this well, where I had no reason to defer to my psychic abilities, skills not so focused and used.. Now that the decades have come and gone, so has my trust gone for this delicious pranic source and so have I come to know the great strength and power I have found in my psychic vampirism... The Vampire is a complex soul, yes a soul where certain qualities may be recognized. There are those who draw their strength or energy from the blood of others, And there are also those who derive their energy from their psychic abilities, the ability to "see" auras and read the motivation of others, and the ability to absorb emotional energy. I was a blood and psychic feeding vampire and rather enjoyed the experiences of both for I derived much of my strength and energy from the taking of it from those who would so freely give. In the sense that so many years are needed to perfect a method where as the victim(s) have no knowledge that they are indeed a victim. As to the length of the emotional high, the duration depends on the size of the meal. In small doses, as I have come to know is true with blood, there is a limit on quantity that is needed. But a psychic vampire, well developed, has a unique advantage over a blood vamp in that they can feed on an unlimited supply of this diverse energy at one sitting, despite it's short term lasting power.. Some vampires who claim to be psychic vamps, use their mind and body energies to manipulate the life energy they absorb to a purpose. This often includes controlling humans (in a non harmful way), reading minds, and generally getting what they want from life. Most vampires can in time develop such abilities, so they could all be classed as psychic vamps as few actually drink blood and even they psionically absorb the life force within the blood. Psychic vamps become a little more energised by draining/contact, but they experience none of what I have found in the benefits of the blood. One does not readily see physical enhancements occuring in psychic vamps. Merely an overall rush and/or mental/emotional enhancement. I have experiemced pranic and psychic vampirism being in the same person. That is to say - one person being both. This is more of what i percieve the real vampire as being. One who gets an emotional rush, able to drain will/emotion, manipulate a subject and drink from a subject to glean the enhancements that the blood brings. I still think that while there are emotional and other mental highs associated with psychic vampirism, I have had to learn a manner of sustaining life and enhancing physicality with psychic vampirism. There may indeed be something more non-corporeal involved. I have found that there are life-sustaning and physical-enhancing properties to purely psychic-vampirism. I have found that psychic vamps are energy/emotion drainers, also manipulators. While they do not seem to be a vampire in the traditional sense, they do exhibit vampiric behaviour only inasmuch as to take sustenance from another. As a matter of fact some psychic vamps actually manipulate situations so that the emotional high can be sustained and/or brought on so that they will have something to feed off. I am not a predator among predators of the night and the day who consume their victims for i want to enjoy them as well as be nourished by them in life without harm..my aim are the humans i find and the nightlife and earth which abounds..for there is a strong bond in my psychic feeding with others and the earth...i live for the moment i have and then the next.. There are only the meals before me as I contemplate their next moment.. I bid all a good eve.. Carpe intemptestata nox.. Damien Delano Daville List Owner